bye bye batu pahat~~

Just another three days before I leave batu pahat. 3 nights of sleeps left.
My friends have been expressing their feelings about leaving batu pahat. most of them have mix feelings, i think most of them feel sad about this. Yea… coz this is where we finish our final year and we may not be seeing each other again after this. But, somehow of coz they are happy coz this mean that we r finishing our study…

what about me???

I dont know what to say.
i think i may conclude that my living here has actually made me feel;
~inadequate
~hopeless
~helpless
~lonesome
~over sensitive
and some other feelings which are indescribable.
I cant wait to leave. And I really pray that I wont have to come here again to stay for another 6 months. I wont be able to do that.

Maybe im juz being emotional while Im reading this, considering my estrogen level is at the lowest state of the cycle.

I do have some happy moments here. I tried to actually patched all the negative feelings with that memories. Yet, I have not been able to do so. Maybe my heart juz not belong to Batu Pahat.
Im sorry…

_NaNa_

1 comment July 21, 2009